i think i wanna marry you...

So, where to begin. 

at the beginning i guess. 

So, 6 months ago today, Julia Zwayer and I started dating. I am so glad we did. It started out a little weird, and very confusing and I was super nervous about it, but I'm so glad we started down that path. 

This path I believe, has led us to marriage. 

This summer. 

This is where I believe God has called us. I have been praying a lot about it, and Julia as well. We have enlisted the help/prayer of about 15 or 20 people in our church. They are praying for us, whether or not we are ready for marriage. That is a huge blessing, to have 15 people who know us and want the best for us. 

I also ask for your prayers. We need wisdom, guidance, and more wisdom. I need a better job, for which I am working hard to obtain. I think that I need to be able to provide for her/I before we can get married. so, that's one hiccup we have to get through. We are also trying to make sure that this is where God wants us and what God wants us to do. I ask for your prayers as we get through this, whether  in july, or in december. 

We just want to be doing what God wants us. I definitely want to get married. I'm so excited. but I'm super nervous about it too. 

Thanks for your prayers. they're super important. 

Peter