let me slap you with jesus...

so, here's a brief synopsis of 2 Kings 13-whatever. a whole lot of kings live and get assassinated and they're all evil. so, in a few words, the book of kings isn't that fun of a book. as soon as i'm completely finished, i'll give some more updates on what i learned, but nothing stuck out to me specifically. any ideas for other books of the bible to read?

actually, i have been kinda trying to figure out my life this past month or two.

i keep seeing places in the bible and in other peoples lives that complacency is a pretty bad thing somethings. especially if you're a Christian. I know that Jesus calls us to higher things than doing well in school and having a cool group of friends on facebook, but sometimes i just don't want to do what Jesus says. i feel like since i'm a Christian, i can have a little break from ministry every once in a while. but, of course, i never really get back on the band wagon. so, i'm really struggling.

another thing that happened that kind of slapped me was...well, my first quarter of college. i failed 2 classes. that was a wakeup call because i had no one to tell me what to do, and i'm not a disciplined person, so i kinda watched a lot of hours of netflix every day.

i think God is trying to teach me that a good life is not an easy life. the only good life possible on earth is one where we are fully commited to God and give our all in all we do.

so, if you guys could keep me in your prayers, i would appreciate that. i still have 2 weeks of break left before school starts up again, and i'm working 3 days each week for a little molah, but i'm anxious to see what God does.